Monday, February 20, 2012

Law Of Attraction



the Law of Attraction, quite a big contraption
senses are gripping with true satisfaction
if only we didn't have such harsh reactions
tempting fate with brutal retractions

confining the great without any sanctions 
flexing our tastes without any reaction
a loveless life without any subtraction

everything you want, everything you need
taking without giving, an endless tease
living life in an endless stampede
always feeding that friendless need

while this indeed, makes you stumble and plead
we walk along, as if theres no greed
as if theres no seed, in our mind that proceeds
to tell us lies and procreate deeds

luckily enough there are fronts to deceive
hiding our weakness, for that time being
but then you finally, begin to lead
only then falling as your cuts open and bleed

thus is life when crutch less and weak
feeling so bleak in a mind that wont see
in a mind that wont flee from the wonders of grief
past the blunders of thief's and onto thunderous chiefs
now learning the wonders of following creeds

content and relaxed, you lay on your steed
who brings you great fortune, but not like you dreamed
and then the sun gleams, oceans, mountains and streams
for this real fortune was ingrained in the scene

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Long Lost Love


Long lost love, an ancient thought
Reminding me of how hard I fought
The lessons learned were more than taut 
Constant battles of heart and thought

To think I have drifted this far away
Sitting here thinking of what I gave away
I may as well be lost at sea
This is what it feels to me 
Lost in the water, lost in the wave
Living in an assumed dark cave

Passing light and signs of day
Were sometimes ignored for pure dismay
That light has come and this journey has ended
Passing through, my hearts commended
To find the end, to find the cove 
For which is right I'm sure to know

As I think, it becomes clearer and clearer
I must say goodbye to this pure mirror
This image of love that I have painted
Not surely true and fairly tainted
One last thought, as I pull through
What does all this mean to you

Its sad, its sad, to think of an answer
 Has all this love been wasted forever
My heart was set, it truly knew
The love that quietly burned for you
As sad as it sounds
As sad as it may seem
My love for you will always be

The light now shines, I must be going
The lessons learned, the wisdom outgoing
Out of my cave and on and growing
Past this rough tide to a future thats glowing

Wisdom Below

Wisdom below, an untamed foe
Cursed, your name, a victimless low
Breathlessly sleeping with such distain
Reaching out with nothing to gain

The pressure has deepened your dwelling has creeped in
Presuming your life, while extremely weakened
Filled with plight and sights of demons
Vexing your death, it slowly seeps in

Freezing all night, going off the deep end
Claiming hate, as a relevant reason
Claiming fate, such an obvious treason
This feeling, your life, dim and deceiving

Cry as you may, sigh at the site
For what you remember, a good, honest, fight
Nothing to gripe, just wisdom, so tight
Creating the future with all your might

Slashing the glow, tied to the low
Releasing the angels and flashing the crow
Still you must grow and learn from the flow
Poison arrows heading straight for your throat

Gasping for every note, almost consumed
Your life is over, surely doomed
Never to resume, swept out like a broom
Cleaning the cabinets of mother natures womb

You always assume, you lived in dark rooms
Dreadful thoughts of piercing gloom
Plastic oasis of fake and fraudulent clues
Always having to pay and be abused

Filling your life with undesired news
Clenching your fist, the anger is used
Once again the burning remains
That love in your heart has somehow maintained

Keeping you mindful, upright and afloat
Regretting your life, you sang, but no notes
That unlawful feeling, your ominous scape goat
The regretful lie, with which you must cope

Or hang from the rope, seems that your broke
Playful sights mixed with lines of dont
Always desired in endless hope
Taps of sorrow flowing with soap

And once you take this down with your pen
Your realize now, this state your in
Feeling pain that lies within
You acknowledge with much chagrin

As tears roll up and over your chin, you put your feelings back in its bin
Locked away in  brackets of tin
Drinking away, hollow thoughts, with gin
Wisdom below, trapped within





























Wednesday, February 15, 2012

NBA Player Of Last Night: Jose Calderon




Raptors vs Knicks

Woops, Sorry guys, didn't get to put it up last night but here ya go.
Calderon Played Phenomenal last night recording 25 points 9 assists 7 rebounds 3 steals....and even a block. Quite a game for Calderon, Unfortunately, he could not stop Linsanity at the buzzer.

Regardless,
One Love Jose, One Love

Dynasty Start Up: 22nd Round

1. WR Lance Lewis
2. RB Chad Spann
3. RB Jordan Todman
4. RB Dan Herron
5. WR Danny Amendola
6. RB Chris Ivory
7. WR Mark Clayton
8. WR Eddie Royal
9. RB Danny Woodhead
10. WR Devin Hester
11. QB Matt Hasselbeck
12. WR AJ Jenkins
13. RB Terrance Ganaway


-Still waiting on the 14th pick, but I'm not wating to do this lol
- Surprisingly, I really like the AJ Jenkins pick in round 22... great value, I like that kid a lot
-not much else other than Jenkins though

Dynasty Start Up: 21st Round

1. WR Braylon Edwards
2. DEF Baltimore Ravens
3. RB Bobby Rainey
4. WR Jerome Simpson
5. TE Robert Housler
6. QB Colt McCoy
7. RB Jonas Gray
8. DEF Chicago Bears
9. RB Javon Ringer
10. QB Matt Cassell
11. WR Devon Wylie
12. RB Brandon Bolden
13. RB Brandon Saine
14. RB Phillip Tanner


- EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ughhhhhh
....
uhh
I like the Bears and Ravens Defenses?
...Slim Pickin' folks

Dynasty Start Up: 20th Round

1. RB Brandon Jacobs
2. TE D.J. Williams
3. TE Heath Miller
4. TE LaDarius Green
5. WR Earl Bennett
6.  WR T.J. Graham
7. TE Jordan Cameron
8. QB Nick Foles
9. WR Plaxico Burress
10. RB Jerome Messam
11. QB Brock Osweiler
12. DEF Cincinattii Bengals
13. WR Steve Breaston
14. TE Evan Moore

-Love D.J. Williams if Jermichael Leaves, obviously still a developing guy, but that offense is going to be phenomenal for quite some time

- Brandon jacobs went late, but its ppr and Bradshaw is the top of the food chain on that team right now

-Steve Breaston is pretty good value for the 20th round, Chiefs arn't going to pay him to sit the bench...right?