This False Hope

This false hope my tragic demise

telling me that theres an ultimate prize

leading me south, leading me further

this dark place of past false endeavor

passing now, through and through

that ship has sailed, me and you

thinking back it was clearly true 

the future was figured if only I knew

Leading me back to the state I was in

truth undone and paper thin

working back to the place I began 

starting back as a fresh new man

Starring into your eyes so new

remembering all that I thought I knew

to say that I'm sad, to say that its gloomy 

would not be right, the words, they disown me 

fresh new places with which I jump in

new opportunities of which are within

saying I'm right or saying your wrong

would be like playing my own worn song

I miss you I must

with this I will trust

That I will no longer make such a fuss

Of what was then because of now

The worthless love song I sing with no sound

 these angels sing, now and again

to remind me of who I really am

To say I'm lost would be a lie

for I am found as gripping realizations fly

 without any name, but is known by all

thoughts in your heart, they stand tall