Late Night

Late night riff, an unseemingly ultimate gift

Dancing around the time, so swift

Unbalancing thoughts without any demand

Playing into your own damn hand

Pretending to listen, endearing to mind

Only to awaken with the same unorganized crime

Day after day,  winter after winter

The revolving door with which you enter

Your placemat is set, the seasoned vet

At times unwilling to jump on that jet

Life is fulfilling, when conscious of mind

But think too much, you wont feel so inclined

Power is endless and once you caress this

Your true desires will become unendless

This False Hope

This false hope my tragic demise

telling me that theres an ultimate prize

leading me south, leading me further

this dark place of past false endeavor

passing now, through and through

that ship has sailed, me and you

thinking back it was clearly true 

the future was figured if only I knew

Leading me back to the state I was in

truth undone and paper thin

working back to the place I began 

starting back as a fresh new man

Starring into your eyes so new

remembering all that I thought I knew

to say that I'm sad, to say that its gloomy 

would not be right, the words, they disown me 

fresh new places with which I jump in

new opportunities of which are within

saying I'm right or saying your wrong

would be like playing my own worn song

I miss you I must

with this I will trust

That I will no longer make such a fuss

Of what was then because of now

The worthless love song I sing with no sound

 these angels sing, now and again

to remind me of who I really am

To say I'm lost would be a lie

for I am found as gripping realizations fly

 without any name, but is known by all

thoughts in your heart, they stand tall

Lord I Pray To You Today

Lord I pray to you today

Help me chose a better way

Help me chose a path unfrayed

Help me chose my one true place

Where I can find my garden of eden

Full of joy and pardoning freedom

Filled with glee in gods one kingdom

Ending truth and life of treason

Where do I see the future going

The world keeps turning and I keep slowing

What a joke it is to say I'm flowing, certain times so painful and hollowing

Ripping through my heart and swallowing, cutting into my scars and reopening 

Filling my heart with tears and growling 

Wounded thoughts in search of following

Wounded thoughts in search of empowering

Filled, my heart, a dark, gloomy, impounding 

Guarded

Chose to be heard

That should be the word

Spoken and preached to the herd

instead its all purred

Flicked and flowed in the past and onto a doze

Once a proud young bro

Broken and beaten by his own pose

Fighting for? only he knows

Fighting toe to toe

And whistling wisdom as he goes

Unknowing of what he knows 

Unseeing of what he sees

Unwilling to be who he be

Theres an elevator up over these trees

To put you up and put you at ease

Pleading and begging of you, please

Give it a chance, what comes with ease

Its is not a tease, just let go

Its hard at first , but then it flows

Types the words and on he goes

 Another night if unsolved woes